Green: At certain times when I have felt hurt, angry, lonely, or tired I have thought of myself as a Victim and then tried to Rescue myself with choices that actually Persecuted myself.
Having an "it" that "makes" "itself" "too" and "easy" is a VRP language way of denying my response-ability (responsibility) to do growth-promoting personal work (that sometimes can require substantial effort). The statement above Persecutes myself and makes myself a Drama-Victim.
I can choose to Think about what I wish and choose to spend effort to achieve my goals.